ritez... gt back my results and it totally sucked... but wat can i do?

English - C6
Chinese - B4
A Maths - B3
E Maths - A1
Biology - B4
Chemistry - D7
Physics - C5
ComBined Humans - B3
CME - A

Below Target

Class postion - 17
Level position - 22

view kevin and my results...
compare them!! and u will know i totally sucked at tat...
now i had to work really really hard!!!
gotta push myself to the limits...
i am not showing my best yet...
not yet my full potential...
but i jus can't find it in me anywhere..
1 more day to Chinese 'O's..
i am so sick!!!..(Butterflies in my stomach) =X

k.. today was slackin day in school...
gt my NYAA bookLet... NicE...wonderIng.How to finIsh it..
cHem lessOn.. WeNt Lab... CoLLecTed AppAraTus HOME!!!
tat was So trOubLesOme... LuCkY No BKs At Hand..
Gt a Cup Too.. froM fOunDers' DaY...
Chi MocK exaM the resUlt was OkaY.. but FeAr for My 'O's..
HoLIDaY.. HoLIdaY..& HOLIDAY!
Hate It Of lUv It?
Luv It: SLACkInG DaYS!!
HatE it: HOLidAy AssIgnEmentS!
yes yes yes... Holidays assigNmEnts Are Here... nIcE rite?
Jus from Phy Gt ReMeDial WKsHt 1-10 aLreAdy...
ChEM... Mid Year ExaM pApERs 2 Of It.. Sec 3 and 4
a MatHS GiveN... E MAtHs Too.. ThE sUbs LEft are SS, geo aNd BiOloGy!!
CaB Home Today Wif PHoE aNd JOlyN...

bad bad days for me..
the results tat i have are not satisfactory..
really really bad!!!! and i mean it...
gt the shock of my life...
really depressed now... going home early to study everyday...
this fri,mon and wed there's cuming chinese mock exams..
promised to study really really hard!!!
can't make the same mistakes again...
sch yesterday was kinda boring.. but it was ok too...
not tat bad after all... sat in classs since 8am in the
morning wif franson and kevin.. chatting.. up to 9 plus..
went canteen for breakfast wif jj, fran and kevin..
jj disappeared after eating.. we sat there for a long time..
kev was busy eating.. while fran and i sat there watching...
sat until 11 cuz fran was covering duty for olivia and doing his own duty...
up in classs... saw guowei alone.. writing some dunnoo wat he was writing soccer stuffs...
nothing to do.... went arguing wif him abt the JCs written on the table...he kept asking wat the jCs stands for..
according to guowei the names of the following jc are:
SAJC- saint anthonel jc
NYJC- New York jc
NJC- Nude jc(given by fran to suan guowei)
a new Jc given by Calvin jus for Guowei!!!
this jc is FMMJC which is FATTY MAMA JC!!!
and according to him....one of their academic grades would be
eating... the greater the amount of food u eat... the better would be ur grades!!! and mind u... only More chubby ppl can enter...lolz...
hermz... maybe sumday i will...who knows..lolz...

Yeah!! 2nd last paper today!!! so happy!!
enjoying myself now!!!
after paper.. went to mac wif olivia,jj,kh,jeremy,calvin and guowei
went home wif olivia.. played gunbound,
the sims... woo.. lame game..
but i jus love playing it!!!
talked to my chi teacher...
know tat i am not gonna do well this time..
gt the assurance from her... wah... and it is true!!!!!!
k.. but shall buck up.... must do well for 'O's!!!!!!
went tom yam for lunch...
it is jus so funny... after exam.. everyday
cum home dunno wat to do...
hahaz... at the examination hall today....
had a 'great massage chair'.. and wind =P
okay... it is becuz of the fan.. kinda of right beside me...
great vibration....hahaz...still feeling it now.. esp when i am sitting...lolz... natural vibrastion..

Had chi p2 today..
eh...i think i am gonna fail badly..
speaking of yesterday...
15 ppl frm my class pon scH!
i wanted to pon too.. but becuz of np i decided to cum
we had mini session of chem lessons for 1 and a 1/2 hours =P
b4 we shifted to the hall...
they released us early yesterday...
paper today ended at 9.30am..
which is very very very early...
went tomyam wif my bro....
saw sam and xy...
went home.. bored..
watch educating national geographic channel!!
hahaz... so prd of myself... so interested in watching this programme...
anyway.. had to spend more time studying..
nxt week is a killer weeK!!!! me brains gonna Burst!!!!!