Dyed my hair quite recently but lazy to post up photos. haha
here they are!


Black/dark brown roots are out!


My own DIY hair solution! haha.


TaDa!


It's golden brown! wuahaha.

Endedd my first module in PSB. Really misss my lab mates and lecture mates.

Both of them below can u believe it are my seniors from NYP. LOL
Such a big coincidence! ahaha.

myself, Janson and Soon Sim.


My lab Partner Pei Qing

一直等, 一个人, 等了好久
这一场 独角戏
是很寂寞, 春夏秋冬
我的窗口只有风景懂
爱的深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后, 我的心 变的脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头都已经空了那么久
没你守侯 那是因为
我已经看透
没有你的爱
这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁留泪我也不明白
没有人能取代
一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待
等风再把你带回来

Have you ever wondered how fascinating the heart could be? Besides pumping blood to our boby sustaining ourselves but rather the heart itself could actually be a memory storage for someone you love alot? How people changed their personality after a heart transplant. Their personality became more like their donor. Could the donated heart still feel for the donor's lover and recognise it? It's kinda like a real mystery but yet a touching and lovely mystery. Although when people say I love you from the bottom of my heart but the "heart" mentioned isn't it just a layman's term of expression? There's no scientific explaination yet but I guess it could actually happen.

Still no matter what, when u experienced any broken heart pain, there is pain felt right on your left chest where your heart is. Even when you try not to think about that person, still your heart will feel for you and make you remember rather than forget. The brain is weaker than the heart. How hard the brain tries to forget but the heart is the one manipulating. Perhaps time is the only one that can help the heart forget because time can heal all wounds.

Labels: HEART

YouTube - dissection

YouTube - VIDEO 013

YouTube - VIDEO 012

There is seriously no lack of emotions through me at this point in time. Most of it was sad. It was all about him. No matter how hard I tried, it is impossible. I still cared more than ever. I was just being slapped into accepting reality so readily that I had no time to adjust my emotions to it. All those times that we had spent together, didn't it meant anything to him at all? He could be so gentle and caring at one time and now totally cold and cruel. How can I make myself accept it? It was kinda like a foolish thought thinking we could all go back again. But i guess it seems impossible. Alot of lies had been cutting off our relationship. No truths to be told. My heart shattered. I just wished I wasn't here sometimes. Sometimes I wished I could just lose my memories. People said memories were supposed to be sweet. But right now, it just seemed to be so cruel. I really don't know what am I supposed to do. How do I cope? I can appear like I am fine and happily living my life well to people but I felt a cold sharp knife that was pierced through me. It's not hard to deceive people but harder to deceive myself. I tried not to think about it but I can't. I just can't. I don't understand why you can live your life like nothing bad has ever happened? I hate you but I love you at the same time.

Alot of things have just happened within this few hours.
My heart and feelings? They are totally off, numb from the pain. Yet again tears could just flow down my eyes uncontrollably. I dunno what exactly happened that could trigger this series of events that lead to so much pain in me. I have never whatsoever felt this way before, I usually thought a good night sleep could just wash away everything. This wasn't the case, it just lingers on and on and bringing even much more pain to me. I was always trying to think about alot of good things that could happen after this day but all of it just faded in grey and disappeared. None of it could stayed on and bring much laughters to my face. Not even when i look at my baby tortoises. I just wish now I could fall in a deep sleep to a place where there is constant happiness.

Despite of all this unhappiness, I am glad that I have so many understanding friends around me. I am so glad that they are there for me when such a thing happened, glad that they were there to help and pull me one step at a time out of the darkness.

I dunno why, before all this happened I was already attracted to this song. Now it kinda like made more sense. This song seems to sing out what how I felt and what should I do and seriously helped me calm down alot.

蔡淳佳 & 陳冠宇 - 左右为难

Long overdue!

Crazy moments during the october babies birthday partY!


Signin of the birthday cards


Zheyi and me


Makan time




Our drinks


Our super hyper kitchen manager victor and batt




Predina and Kai


Our 2 asst manager drinking


Cheers








Cath, Zheyi and Rayne






Trying to force agnes to drink with batt (our Lao Ban and Lao Ban Niang) LOL












Father and Daughters showin how big butt their family are. LOL


XO! taste abit like jack daniel and remy martin

It's a must to showcase my bro's drawing! omg. His manga class really helped him improve his drawings. Though I was the first to start drawing on black paper.=x


This is my drawing


Bro's

I seriously loved this drawing.

Just reached home from work not long ago. Today was pretty busy and MESSY!
The host today just continue to send and send the guest non stop to their seats without cutlery and side plates on the table. This gave alot of problems to the servers on floor since after taking orders we had to run around looking for either cutlery or side plates or both. Waste of even more time. But luckily today the guest were quite okay. Agnes told me there was this couple who sent compliments to me, told her that i provided them great service which really brightens up my day despite of the hectic running around. :) Also another table I served was a young couple, I took and rang in their orders after which I send them their drinks. The guy suddenly asked me how long I have been working here, so I said around 4 years. His reply was he was totally impressed with me because I can still smile that way after working for so long [Rayne told me before I got a radiant smile when I smile at guest which is totally different from how i usually smile like to friends and all :))))) ] haha. Then the next minute, his gf just flashed her name card to me. Apparently she was a training executive for fullerton hotel, she asked if I was interested. LOL. I was high to the nines when something like that happened again. I am not trying to show off or boast but rather when someone from elsewhere is willing to provide me working opportunity somewhere else, it sort of prove to myself that I got what it takes and my services provided were good. :) This is definitely something to be happy about! haha.

Alright thennnnnn. Got a lot more overdue photos to post but shall post when I have the time.

There's school tmr!

and it's a SUNDAY!

ROARRRR!


night!

Labels: HAPPY DAY