Sure to say, everyday seems to be following the same routine. Work, work and work. My wake up time i suppose is when all of my friends are attending lessons at JC. Woke up doing the usual routine, slack infront of the tv whole day. LyLy msg me todae to meet me earlier so she can go collect her pay for the pearl river banquet. Then later went shopping at Suntec. Sad to say there is nothing much there (well if u go there everyday seeing the same old stuff) It's kinda boring..ohyea.. Lyly and i used $1 coins to turn in the machine for the Tou-Fu!!!!hahaz..The tou Fu so cuTe!! Hey OliOli!!! gt one tou-Fu for u K! We also chatted lots of stuffs. I had to work todae but lyly dun have to.. well she accompanied me during dinner at tony roma so i didn't felt tat alone at all.. crapped lots of stuff with Han Li..Yupz.. was thinking if there was anything wrong with my com shall ask him for help FOC..hahaz..bad idea eh? hahaz...Well todae's moNday. wasn' supposed to have many peeps coming for dinner...but i should say it was kinda busy. Wasn't the host for the night! hahaz... was server! hahaz.. was supposed to work from 6 to 10..but because i was doing caddies and i had to change new promotion in the plad card holder.. i couldn't finish in time, so sally extended my time to 10.30.. also with the help of lorraine.. i managed to finish the caddies quite early.. then helped win Fold the cutlery yupz... then drank MushrooM soUp fOr Supper! with the Bread! hahaz..very fuLL now.. walked to train station with gary, johnson, lorraine, wei song and wei peng.. Yupz.. then later we seperated.. the usual 4 of us, gary, wei peng, johnson and me crapped lots of stuff..hahaz..yUpz..well tat's all for the day..

Worked again last night from 5 to 10.. then again dinner was of course Nasi Lemak as it was sundaY! At least last night was a new experience. I wasn't the host for your information, i was doing Pantry..hahaz..kinda fun..last night was kinda busy. Whihc i dun think was supposed to be since it was sunday.. well wateva.. hahaz..first time doing pantry..so gt my sis Win to Help and teach me to close the pantry..hahaz..so sickening..i owe my bro helva a birthday prezzie! waaa...dunno wat to get... it is always so boring to buy prezzie for guys..there are so little things to choose froM!!!!! waaaa Headache ar!!!!

YeA~! i Got My paY!!!!! wuahahahaz...Okay it is not much la...But sad...i worked only 92 hrs.... Only 8 more hours to 100 hours...and i can get tips!!!! waaaaaa...sad...Okay..nvm...try to Work more..hahaz..Now i feel richer! But sad la.. i can't really touch the money..but wateva..it is okay... Still getting allowance from Mum..hahaz. Nothing much really happened this few days.. except tat yesterday went shopping with Lyly at Bugis junction.. actually supposed to look and shop for clothes..well..both of us ended up with a necklace instead..actually i gt really attracted to the green pendant of the necklace..tat's y i bought it...abit mad...but okay la...the whole thing cost only 9.90 which is okay.. Then we ate at mac..then off to work! Yupz..Today went out abit early.. bought a belt at X-craft at j8 for 12.90.. it wasn't tat bad...well if i dun see any belt tat i liked.. my last choice wld be the belt at giordano..which cost like 19.90.. But lucky me..hahaz...Okay...today at work..i wasn"t HOST!!!!!! wuahahahahaz.... Becuz gt another trainee training for host..and i dun have any duties like wiping of menu and caddies..hahaz..then went back home with Lyly and Kelvin..yupz..tat's all for today!

Have been to tired to blog..Yupz..Worked split on sunday and monday..so practically i have been outside the whole day... very tiring... today i dun have to work..So went to buy some puzzle with Ys, Kelvin and Ly..later..kelvin went off first to work....so left the 3 of us..went luncheon at the PS foodcourt then later ArCadE!!! wuahahahaz...JeremY Joined us later... Okay..after we started working..only do we realise the importance of Saving...not that we do not know it is important to save..but it is definitely more impt for us to save even more since working is not easy! Have to thank our parents for slogging so hard just to give us a better life...Thank YoU! oKay...now that we are not going to any school..waiting for results, our transport trips have been converted to adult fare...which is so damn ex.. becuz i have to travel to work everyday...and the it cost me quite abit on the transport fare.. have to top up every 5 or 6 days.. i am Broke! oKay..We exercised alot today..decided to exercise and save money on the go..hahaz..damn pathetic..we took train to orchard then walked to centre point, then to PS then to suntec..ahahahaz...not a bad thing... Enjoyable..but mind u...we are jus looking out for jigsaw puzzles..not really to the extend of saving the fare trip..hahaz.. Jus changed the tag board to doodle board..cuz think the tag board thingy no more le...so jus changed...Yupz... tat's all la... Kinda tired ever since i started working.. But working can be quite fun too! =)

wuahahahaz..i am back from WOrk! oKay..shall blog about yesterday first...hahaz.. my cousin KeitH and Crystal Came and stay at my house! wuahahahahaz...good and bad! Cuz they are so Cute!!!!!! but they wake up so early in the morniNg!!!! kinda wake me up from my beauty sleep!!! they woke me up jus to have breakfast at MAC!!! waaa...damn tired... nvm...I gt mY Mp3 Player!!!!!!!! wuahahahahahaz...though it is not green in colour...orange is still not tat bad...hahaz... OKay...today is hari raya...gt double pay at worK! yea!~ okay..today not tat bad..very lucky... was host again with my sister wIn.. then we are lucky...cuz the big pax one came early..gt everyone their tables easily... real great.... yea... tml Ys and olivia gonna jam at my place...hahaz...great!!!! shld have more of such meetings often..hahaz

wuahahahaaz...today is the NyP open house! went out ard 9 plus..then i saw many of my ex sch Frenz!!!! wuahahahaz...missed them alot!!!! okay...reached yio chu kang Mrt ard eh 10 plus..then met wei peng...went luncheon first..then went to the poly....saw AJC..then tot of kevin studying in class..hahaz....after the visit..we went to marina bay! to Bowl!!! wuahahahahaz...sad sia...my bowling sux like hell...hahaz... too long never play le.. oKay...after tat went arcade to play... played for quite a while..gt nothing to do...too much time to spend after tat...so we sort of went to the beach...very quiet...no one there...but beautiful scenery...and very breezy...talked lots of stuff...then until about 4 plus...we saw a kite tied to the grass...eh...no one was there!!!! when we came, there was no kite at all..but when we wanna go off le..the kite was there...in the sky.. well..no one was there...sort of played with the kite...lolz...then later we tied it back....yupz.. kinda tired after going out for so long.. reached home ard 6 plus... bathe...ate dinner...then after tat suddenly my parents felt like going to chinatown...yupz..so we went there..snce i wasn't working today... walked ard... got to eat my fav snow flake ice cream...total diff from any other ice cream...came frm taiwan i think... Nice..shld go try if u haven tried... then later...my hungry bro begged to eat supper...so we went to eat the white loh mee after that...then later was home sweet home..

wat am i doing at home in a boring day like this? i dunno! i missed 4 TruTh!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go back to school with them! ar......everyone is going to their new school...wat about me? i am slacking at home... a lazy pig... damn.......it is so frustrating...y can't we jus like only have a choice of moving on to only jc or even poly..why do we have to choose between? it is so troublesome... which is better? JC? PoLY? Sad la...reall sad!! Okay..i am really really bored...blogging at like 2.35 in the afternoon... alot of things had happened actually..but i jus can't get over it.... this things can change my life forever...not schooling..But something touchy and it can affect the development of my own character and mental thinking...and it has gt me........ i am so afraid..... afraid of getting hurt... afraid of getting my heartt broKen....who to choose? who to believe? i wonder.....

oKay...Firstly...Happie bIrtHdaY JeReMy! U're 17! wuahahahaz..okay..last niTez went to work at 6..well it was MondaY! so we would expect very little ppl to come for dinner! well we're wrong!!! there was a large crowd! made everyoNe so BusY!!!! Met some stupid Guest who said some stupid stuff...damn irritating... nvm..was supposed to finish work at 10..but gt extended to 10.30 in the end..short of ppl..tat's the reason..hahaz..Okay...Ohyea! LyLy gonna work at the same Place with me soOn!!! wuahahahaz!!! i aM so hapPie!!!! wuahahahahaz!!!!! at Nitez..wooOoO.. Nice Of Wei peng to Wait for me..hahaz..Yea..he beta..cuz i waited for him LikE dunno how Many times! wuahahaz...jUs kiddiNg..okay..walked to mrt station with Kai Kiat and wei peng..hahaz...then like kai kiat went the other way..left wei peng and me..kinda quiet..hahaz..usually alot of peeps go home together de..but okay..not bad..crapped quite abit.. walked hoMe.. notHing really happened mUch actaully...Like the normal usual routine.. Okay..to Olivia! Hope u Get WeLl soOn!! u Beta! Cuz i wanna watch MovIe!!!!!!!! wuahahahahahahaz...

jus back from Working!! so tiring!!! wuahahaz...started working at 11.30 till 2.30..then later had like 3 1/2 hrs till next shift...damn sianz..dunno wat to do...hahaz...spent my time designing some class t for my bro...then later went to mac to eat!!! wuahahaz..eh..first time eat alone...hahaz...weird..but still okay.. later went to the arcade..played lots of games! wuahahaz..then went times bookstore to walk...hahaz..browsed through books! then finally!!! OlivIa!!! i found tHe boOk u are talking abOt!!! the anSwEr to all QuesTiOns!!! wuahahaz...so fuN... Spent my time ThiNking QueStIons! wuahahahaz...But Gt daMn Lame aNs instead..hahaz...that booK cost about like 25 Plus...kinda ex...hahaz..then later.. back to TR...Then Gt nasi Lemak for Dinner...started work at 6...i am not host todaY!!!! wuahahahahaz...and good leh...today not many ppl at all....but sad la..everytime i do host gt alot of ppl.... hahaz...okok..then went back home together with alvin and kelvin...Yupz..tat's all! nItEZ

I am back FrOm work! wuahahahaz...had a very Tiring but fun daY! wuahahaz... yuPz.. wenT out EarLy MoRNiNg..met Ys and LyLy! Then wenT to SuntEc to meeT KeLviN...Then we Went to K BOx..hahaz..sang lots of sonGs..supposed to end the thing at ard 2 plus...well we sort of like waited for the peeps to throw us out.. but then...we waited...until like 3 plus coming to 4 then they start to remind us...wuahahahaz...had like so much tiMe siNging! wuahahaz.. Then later..Bought lyly and yS for interview at TR...actually only LyLy la...Then after that i Start work! wuahahahaz...So tiring today! bUT one good ThinGy is tat...i wasn't hOst for todaY! wuahahahahaz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am So haPpiE! WooOOoOOoo...

Wuahahaz..Jus cut my Hair recEntly! ActualLy, more of the fringe..but then still okay la...wanted to do hair extension one..but mummy dun let! saD...Cuz like gt promotion like 2 of the hair for 8 buckS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which is like so damn cheaP! ReaL hAir Summore! waaaaaa....I wanna cry le..But oKay la...gt From mY Lao pO The purpLe hair spRaY! hahaz...At Least hAir Gt some CoLOuR! Okay... Jus Finished work...So tired! but still okay.. ate suppEr wif My mumMy anD bro jus Now... Ate mee GoreNG! at the 24 hrs shop..hahaz..then talked loTs of stUff!! wuahahahaz! Yea! i am So exciTed! i am GoIng K BOx Tml.. wiF DaXiaNg!, LyLy and KeLviN... hahaz..can't waIt!!!! so LoNg No oUting TogeTher LE!!! YEa!!

My worst nightmare has occurred. One of my darling tortoise died, it really did happened, unexpectedly. It was lifeless when i carried it. At that point of time, i didn't know what to do. All i did was just stare at it, i kept on touching his head waiting for it to stare back at me. Sadly it didn't...the lifeless body felt so cold..and the body was bloated..probably because it was inside the water when i found it dead... why is this happening? why? i felt so unlucky all of a sudden...
my tortoise died..and i am not feeling very well this few days.. went to the doctor just now..but decided to wait for a while more to see if my condition improved...so i left without seeing the doctor... i am in a dilemma now...alot of things happened at home..now even there are some family problems coming..suddenly i have this strong urge to become a child again...how i wish that i was a small innocent child. Knowing nothing at all about the adults world and of course getting involved in it...How i wish that all this will be put to an end..I really DuNno wat to do! Help... Please let there be a miracle... One minute of silence pls...for my DarliNg...





may your soul rest in peace...

Not working todaY! YuPz..Was PuttIng Up the PieceS for My jIgsaw..Then OlIviA msGed! Met her and Clement together After TheY enDed ScHOoL...YuPz..Went ShopPiNg ArOUnd OrcharD FOr peZzIe! hahaZ...yuPz... Hermz..ShOpEd aRouNd heerEnS fiRsT..ThEn LatEr DecIDed To shOp At fAr eaSt..OKay..i saW KeLvIn in the ShoP... Then LatEr After PurchasIng Our StUff.. We WeNt MaC for LuNchEon..LaTe LuNchEOn...hahaz..DuNno How..i Gt My contacTz stucK iN mY rigHt eye..i tot I DrOpPed it..But hahaz..It is In My eye!!!!!! OH maNz..Tat LIke totalLy SuCkeD... SPent Half of The tiMe TryIng to TakE it oUt... BuT at leasT i gt it Out.. hahaz..OkaY..Took Bus 54 back to BishaN.. Met Some Sec 3 FrIenDs There..WeNt OlIviA's HoUsE..saw Her New coM!!!!!! NiCe! Her TaBLes are so Much NeaTer and spacIous NoW!!!!!! Waaa..So JealOus!!!! hahaz...oKay..Played harrY poTter For a While... ThEn Later LOOkeD at sOMe DRawIngs...hahaz..But My MaiN PUrpOse there was MY GuitAr!!!!!!!!!!!! wuahahahaz!! Yea! FinaLLy goT mY PreciOus DarLinGz Back HOme! wuahahahaz...

Helped out at the sec 3 camp form 5th Jan to 7 jan! Manz..i was so tired!!!! i was group instructor for 3 hope together with arjun!!!!!! I was like wanna faint le..cuz the guys were like damn attitude... esp Ren la.. kinda problematic...even their form teacher came an warn me about him... but actually...it was okay... to him i can't use the hard approach but the soft one instead..and it did work! wuahahaz... although the guys are like kinda mischiveous..there are born leadership in them... they took the initiatives in lots of stuff and during team building tat we had for the first day... i can see them cooperating so well... i was like so happy!!!!!!! hahaz...tat was the best thing tat could ever happen to me! hahaz... we also did Abseil during the first day of camping! it was so much fun!!!! wuahahaz...went up to help the instructor while arjun stationed down to take care of the rest of the peeps! wuahahaz! We were kinda behind schedule the first day as the bus came late...then lots of stuff had to be amended...At night we had blindman trail! Ian and i lead my group CompassIon ard the place..hahaz...it was kinda funny..when acutally the first person of the grp kept on knocking onto the wall...luckily.. Ian supported her head to prevent her from knocking so many times.... eh...i lead them into the guys toilet!!!!!!!! wuahahahax.... and ya know wat...it was like damn smelly....guys dun flush after using the toilet... eee....hahaz...okok...then we instructors slept like quite late actually all the girls instructors were like kinda tired... we wanted to bathe in the male toilet instead... cuz our hut was located near at the Boy's hut section...then the female toilet there has been converted to the male's toilet... we wanted to get the guys to stand guard for us in case the other campers come into the toilet...but then it was too troublesome..since the alot of them kept going to the toilet..
so we went to the female one instead..some walking dist away...

the next day 6 jan! was the most tiring day!!!!! had rock climbing, kayaking and high elements!!!
but it was fun!!!! hahaz..i wasn't supposed to get wet for certain reason during kayaking... so i didn't go into the water for the bouyancy test on my life vest....together with one girl frm my grp... hahaz... later partnered arjun for kayaking...then i was WET!!!! y? everyone kept splashing water at us!!!!!! well...actually at arjun but becuz i was sitting infront...i gt wet first..hahaz... nvm..even the instructor zol!!! splashed water at him!!!!! then i gt so wet!!! but it was fuN!!! then i was so afraid later...cuz my partner changed to REN! arjun switched to a single canoe for one person... wa....but lucky la...no mischief from him...except he was the target for ppl to splash water at... and he kept jumping into the sea... hahaz.... damn funny...the sea water was damn salty!!! wuahahahaz.... changed later then went for rock climbing then high elements! hahaz... then after tat! we gt campfire prep... then together with arjun we gt the whole class to the field.. then discussed there...not much was done for the first half hour..cuz everyone were like crapping.. i had to leave the class alone to arjun as i had to prep for the campfire...together with ros, Ly, Luter, Liang Bao and Ys...Glad to saY! the campfire was a great success!!!! wuhahahaz...great thanks given to the 2 mcs!!!! LB and YS! and to the other Leaders and trainers toO!!! we slept late tat night due to the decorating of water bottles for the teachers...then later...i brushed my teeth in the male toilet..hahaz...cuz i was too lazy to walk to the female one!!!!!! no worries at all!! cuz all the guy leaders were there to keep the campers out..hahaz... so nice of them!!!

we gt up ard 7 plus the next morning... damn tired...no one wanted to wake up...but we had too...hahaz... then we gt Bee hoon, sausages and milo for breakfast in the morning...then later we had area cleaning... hahahaz.... my class was supposed to clean the carpark and the hall..but the carpark is so clean that there was nothing to be done there...so everyone like gathered in the hall to clean... send girls off to help other class clean the huts...then of course..left the guys.... and some of the guys were like fighting over the broom to sweep the floor...hahaz...so funny..they even came to me to ask me to decide who to sweep...hahaz...i told them to scissors paper stone..whoever wins get to sweep...hahaz...yupz...funny peeps...lolz... they had water bottles as souvenirs..we leaders too! hahaz.. gt a bigger version one like the teachers one..hahaz...but i gt a pink bottle!!!!!!!!!!!!! not green!! but nvm! it is a gift!!! it doesn't matter then...hahaz...all the leaders said goodbye to the trainers...then we sat on one bus back together..hahaz...hugged shima our camp commandant b4 i left..hahaz...well miss all the trainers alot!!! okay...AN our 2nd i/c commandant accompanied us back! then we sang lots of songs all the way back to school!!hahaz... then later had lunch together in school with edwin, Wanting, jingting, valerie and Ys... We crapped for like dunno how many hours... after luncheoN...then went up the cca orientation for sec 1s..hahaz...wanted to help NP get ppl one...but i myself have no voice left.. to speak...so jus walked ard the area..hahaz...sad leh...after our sec 4 and 5 batch left the school changed alot..
many teachers left, the principal left, our discipline master left... new vp...and worst of all...tehy gt a new cca!!!!!! gu zheng!!!! one of the musical instrument tat i wanted to learn to plaY!!!!!!!!!! wuaaaaaaaaa..sad leh!!!!! and my ex form teacher is in charge!!! WAAAAAAA!!! such a waste...
okay nvm..after tat still had to work...so i left off early... went home with YS and Jingting...
reached home unpacked...ate medicine then slpt! had a tiring day at work...since i was like not feeling very well...but still i managed...then Batt the manager at tony roma kept on disturbing me..hahaz..calling me Mel mel whenever i walked pass..hahaz...funny la...

okay.. i was supposed to work today...but gt a day off to rest...so tat i can rest my body! wuahahaz...not i am still okay...but my voice is still kinda husky...hahaz...went shopping a while ago...gt my fav cap! 1 skirt, 1 hilter neck shirt with flower patterns on it..damn nice..then a long sleeve shirt also which kind off looked like an uniform..hahaz..but it was nice...yes...i am gonna have enough rest for tml! so seeya...

Yoz! PeePS! i am Back from the chalet!!! Wuahahahaz...hermz..the chalet was not bad..except that the weather was sort of like raining for the pass few days! nVm...Stayed there 4 days 3 nights..Okay.. nothing much really happened.we went to pulau Ubin for Dinner! and i bought a small star Wind ChiME!....on the first night after everyone slept.. ard 4 plus.. the were knockings on our room door.. loud knockings...but no one was outside...CreepY though... tat bungalow chalet gt 2 bedrooms..then my mum, bro and my 2 young cousins and i slept together in 1 room.. while my other cousin and his parents slept in another... well they all heard vigorous knockings on our room doors..my cousins parents..went out to check but they found no one...?? A mystery! hahaz..

day 2 we had bbq!! lots of pEePs Came! we had a fun time! luckily it wasn't raining... We played the sparks! hahaz...so fuN! ate lots of great fooD! Esp the Sotong And PrawnS! Those who went to the Bbq We had last time shld knOe! we ate the sambal Sotong! hahaz..I was in charge of that particular food! hahaz.. 2nd night... more ppl stayed...my 2 young cousins parents stayed with me and my mum.. then they were all like waiting for the same thing to happen...but it didn't....this time..the knockings didn't occur at our doors..it was at the next room again.. but this time the knockings were little...

well for day 3 nothing much happened...it was sunday... all my cousins are going back to sch...except for me..so i am like there with my 2 young cousins parents, my mum and grandma...well we played dai dee to kill off time.. hahaz...not bad..thought my mum and auntie how to play...hahaz.. we all had lots of fun.... well for the pass few days.. nothing much happened...except for the last day which is today.. the weather is like so NiCE!!!!! abit dumb...but at least we gt to play at the beach!