Tuesday, January 11, 2005? Tuesday, January 11, 2005


My worst nightmare has occurred. One of my darling tortoise died, it really did happened, unexpectedly. It was lifeless when i carried it. At that point of time, i didn't know what to do. All i did was just stare at it, i kept on touching his head waiting for it to stare back at me. Sadly it didn't...the lifeless body felt so cold..and the body was bloated..probably because it was inside the water when i found it dead... why is this happening? why? i felt so unlucky all of a sudden...
my tortoise died..and i am not feeling very well this few days.. went to the doctor just now..but decided to wait for a while more to see if my condition improved...so i left without seeing the doctor... i am in a dilemma now...alot of things happened at home..now even there are some family problems coming..suddenly i have this strong urge to become a child again...how i wish that i was a small innocent child. Knowing nothing at all about the adults world and of course getting involved in it...How i wish that all this will be put to an end..I really DuNno wat to do! Help... Please let there be a miracle... One minute of silence pls...for my DarliNg...





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